Am I?....NO...I AM Possessed

So here is a secret that might change the opinion you may or may not have of me. Last night I went to see Twilight for the SECOND time! True, I went with girlfriends and at first was more excited about the prospect of a night out than the actual movie, then it started. Having read much more of the series, the movie was more meaningful to me the second time around. I was literally holding my breath and my stomach to keep the butterflies in as I watched Edward and Bella's love unfold again. I FELT the thrill of first love through the entire movie. I remember that feeling of dying if I was not with my Fixer every second of every day. I turned into a gushy, infatuated teen and my girlfriends and I talked over why this happens to a grown woman. Edward IS the ultimate man every woman thinks is perfect. 1. He has nearly 100 years of maturity. 2. He is giving and selfless. 3. He is a protector. 4. He is highly educated. 5. He is artistic and sensitive. 6. He could kick the ass of anyone but doesn't! 7. He is beautiful. 8. He always smells sweet. Sound like any mortal man you know? That is why it happens to a grown woman. He is a fantasy...it just doesn't exist. Sure is fun to read about though. Love you Fixer...don't worry. There is no threat from a fictional vampire.